Q: I am an eighteen year old man. I left school last year due to hard psychological and family circumstances. I have committed some evil deeds at times of ignorance because I did not think that I would suffer misery and distress for the rest of my life. This is the current status. Many years ago, I along with two young men stole some silver jewels and other things from the house of an old lady. We destroyed it completely searching for money and gold. Moreover, I tried to apostatize Islam and embrace Christianity. I defended it as I fell under the influence of radio programs and enticing presents. I also tried to raise doubts about Islam. (Part No. 15; Page No. 355) I raped the daughter of my neighbor who was a young girl. Moreover, I robbed a sum of money from a shop. But I awfully regret doing these things. I ask myself how could I dare do these things. At the present time, I perform Salah (Prayer) and observe Sawm (Fast). I gave up committing sins and I intend not to commit any sin again in the future and to only do righteous deeds. I intend also to perform Hajj and to fight in the cause of Allah in order to be killed as a martyr. Will Allah forgive me for doing so and admit me to paradise? May peace and blessings of Allah be upon you!